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i am not sure.

these trials i have encountered are not usual, for me at least. life has been throwing curveballs quite effectively for quite some time. it is peculiar of me to post this sort of rhetoric, but to be more honest than i would like to, i am drunk and the paper is across the room from the wonderfully comfy and cozy bed i am currently in. i don't like associating alcohol with my posts (since most of them are posted during the school day).

explain it, let me know how these feelings began.

no, there is no explanation.

upside down, that's how i am pretty sure things are going to start feeling like.